I don't know how to say this but . . . I feel like there's something weird with " these " girls. At first, I don't hate them at all, but over time their behavior makes me sick. Honestly I have problem with the girl, but not the other one, she's too confident. She was pretty but her heart . . . not as beautiful as her face, other people say so. Day by day passed until I saw this girl came to my class and as usually, she's too confident, she praised herself and then she left my class. I thought, " Oh my God, you're too confident, girl", I never met people like this in my  entire life. I forgot about the story but the point is, this girl seems to hate me because I said, " Don't be too confident. Everyone has strengths and weaknesses " She seemed offended and tell about this to her bestfriend. And the worse thing is, her bestfriend hates me, too. God, she's weird ! I hope she realize her mistake. Childish, too confident, it was her nature so I have to accept it. I have to forgive " them ", even " Forgiveness is such a simple word but its so hard when you've been hurt. "Then, if I hate them and if I mock them, it just makes me more sinful and lowered my self esteem. So, I ask you to forgive your enemies and don't ever hate them, it just makes you more sinful and lowered your self esteem and if someone's talking about you, let it go . . . Because it will make you more famous, right? The last thing is, Pray for your enemies.

 3:43 PM | back to top

I can't lie about this anymore, I miss him, although I can't see him directly, but I can still remember his face, his attitude, and many more. I wish I could go back to January 2010, when I met him and when I was in a relationship with him, I miss everything about him. I'm hopeless, there's no hope to be with him again. I know, I can't achieve what I want, God has many plans for me, but I wish I can be with him again, and before I do my last tests, I can see him again, even only a few minutes. Thanks to you . . . *I hope he remember about this.

 2:15 PM | back to top

I woke up in the morning and I didn't bring some chocolates for my friends, luckily my teacher didn't ask me why I don't bring chocolates. Then when I arrived at school, my friends gave me a bar of chocolates, I apologized because I can't owe them all. I think it is too much, The day of love is not only on Valentine's day, but Everyday. After they gave me chocolates, the bell rang, and it's time to study, the first lesson was nationality. Suddenly, my teacher said, " Do you have any test paper? Test time !", we were shocked, and unluckily we haven't study yet. During the test, my face were sullen, I can't do it. So I just resigned. At 10 am, there was heavy rain, and for an hour, we experience disaster, yes, Flood. So my teacher went to the teachers room and discussed about this. 15 minutes later, they announced us to go home, we all shouted because we all were happy. I can't forget this day, in the morning I received chocolates then 3 hours later, I'm home !

 2:30 PM | back to top